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[Apr. 22nd, 2008|08:10 am] |
Thunder Bay for four months(ish) starting Friday(ish)? Alright lets do this thing. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2007|12:28 am] |
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Don't fall for girls who can't see you. |
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| Time for Canada to learn from one of the greats . . . |
[Oct. 14th, 2007|07:49 pm] |
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"In every political community there are varying shades of political opinion. One of the shadiest of these is the liberals. An outspoken group on many subjects. Ten degrees to the left of center in good times. Ten degrees to the right of center if it effects them personally. Here then is a lesson in safe logic." - Phil Ochs |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007|12:17 am] |
You don't live 'til you're ready to die.
Homework done, cash in the pocket, grass in the sack, booze in the bottle, weekend approaching, Thunder Bay for a brief party based appearance. Roll out.
Toronto was pretty good, hit some good bars with my sister and her friends. Learnt that hipster bars are expensive but wicked ("see you later '88").
If you are veg and have the chance eat at Fresh, good spicy peanut sauce and wicked sweet potato fries.
Got elected as first year rep. The meetings are pretty intense. Sitting on some other council as well, something about a new student centre or . . .something, they needed someone and it sounded good so I will fill the role. My schedule is full but awesome. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2007|03:13 pm] |
Peterborough is so effing . . . in the words of Cartman . . . tits
and now I can drink
so I bid this place a-funkin-dieu |
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[Aug. 7th, 2007|01:16 am] |
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People are not very talented at life. I am, but you probably already knew that. Fuckin' eh. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2007|08:48 pm] |
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Today me and Johnny created a game currently known as Pain-Ball, similar to paint ball accept utilizing paint ball guns and a First blood rule set. In other words, the person to draw first blood out of an opponent with an air soft gun pellet wins. This will be a long and painful process most likely involving drinking. This will make for at least one good night this summer. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
-Crazy night last night, bad + funny morning = good morning really
-Red Bull Beer (not associated with the energy drink) is foul indeed, but it works har har har
-Friday should be rukus
-Realized today that in the two months I have been hitting the gym hard I have increased my lifts huge amounts + starting to cut = pretty sweet
-I am better then this most of this towns inhabitants and they have become a continual joke
Saw a huge jerkass at mcdonalds and before I was even able to mention who he was my friends were already talking about how the guy sucks at life. Made me laugh incredibly hard. Wicked.
Anyways, LiveJournal no longer amuses me in the way it once did aharharhar . . . |
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[May. 29th, 2007|09:43 am] |
I am confident that my body is self destructing.
I am equally as confident that my brain and heart are useless outside of trivial thought pattens that are of no real use to anyone at this point in history. So if they do destroy themselves its for the greater good, matter reforms into something new, the vicious cycle continues. w00t.
Payed my rez deposit, I enjoy how it is only 20$ while my brothers is 600.
My bed is too big for just me, I need to get to Peterborough, 12 more weeks-ish. |
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[May. 19th, 2007|11:48 pm] |
Last night I slept in a 94 civic, it was rad. new school camping pwns. Good story, ask me to tell it sometime.
Drinkage tonight, not a lot, not even tipsy. Just a fun time aha. Hope everyones night ended alright, had to peace out kinda early.
Brad came over today and I fell asleep cause I was just dead tired, so i guess he watched me sleep + game show network for like 2.5 hours well I slept through everything that shoulda woken me up.
Payce. |
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[May. 16th, 2007|10:23 pm] |
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This city is home, I love it and have a debt to it. but I no longer see eye to eye with it and have had my fill of the bullshit. Accepted Trent's offer of admission today, need to get the eff out. |
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[May. 6th, 2007|05:57 pm] |
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Ima just stick to weights and silence, people are not for me. |
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| weird brain, weird emotions, weird kevin |
[Apr. 30th, 2007|01:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| | Twilight - Elliott smith | ] |
Brand new, Ben Folds, Elliott Smith, Alexi Murdoch, Of Montreal, Thrice, Against Me!, each band has their purpose and their place, every one has a different reason I haven't been able to listen to them again until recently. Music is art and art is reflective of life. I can't seem to really live life right now, but I can get back to the music that lets me remember it.
I spent all day listening to music and waiting on the computer to see who would keep me digital company today. Sort of a waste i suppose.
I think that Mr.Smith wrote just for me, but I also think everyone gets that feeling, I wish no one had to:
i'm damaged bad at best
she'll decide what she wants
i'll probably be the last to know
no one says until it shows and you see how it is
they want you or they don't
say yes
i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
I never really had a problem because of leaving
But everything reminds me of her this evening
So if I seem a little out of it, sorry
But why should I lie?
Everything reminds me of her
The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple
And I got to hear the same sermon all the time now from you people
Why are you staring into outer space, crying?
Just because you came across it, and lost it
Everything reminds me of her
- - This one came on my play list on random today, I think I am starting to believe in Karma. Fuck time flys. Why do I remember every little thing about one person and forget so many others.
Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop now before I start crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when it's dying
She's a sight to see, she's good to me
I'm already somebody's baby
She's a pretty thing and she knows everything
But I'm already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only
Little part of your life you're keeping together
I'm nice to you, I could make it through
That you're already somebody's baby
I could make you smile if you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me baby
Because your candle burns too bright
Well, I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight
You're wonderful, when it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too
Well, I'm already somebody's baby
Already somebody's baby
- - I am a mess and I have been wasting time and I can no longer act how I want to without destroying the person I have become. Because how I want to act will not lead me to where I want to be. Patience Kevin, Patience. None of this is new, but it is all unexpected and confusing, none of this is for who everyone expected it to be for right now and yet all of it is connected. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2007|02:21 pm] |
Upon the advice of a very smart girl, I shall not swear off names with "Laur" in them forever, no point and because you never know.
I am moving along fast and well with all of this, I just want to get back to the people who helped make me me and regain the feelings that are now memories and try and find a place for myself with everything.
Time to find some time for myself, find a real connection with someone. Need to take some me time and regroup, figure out what I really want and need in balance. I know what i want, but what the heart desires just doesn't always come to be for good reasons, it takes two. It also takes proving that I can handle myself and that the control I can exercise over myself today is at a level that I previously did not have.
Gym every day at 6am, accept on weekends when I workout at home is helping tons, I feel mentally stronger and more determined, happier. I have hopes for the future but its the effort and care I take in myself and others right now and cherishing the people and things available to me that will make those hopes come to reality . . . I hope (get it, get it . . .I am lame)
People are immature, the internet is no place for healthy relationships to be defined by. Face to face communication and loving spending time with one another is key and important. Like I said, it takes two, and we need to all be willing to go the distance to make relationships flourish, whether friendships, lovers or family I feel ready to do what it takes and not begrudge the need for change for a moment.
Lovers, family and friends have the power to help us, and even people who stand against us hold the keys to see the changes needed in ourselves.
Time can be overwhelming, but when it comes down to it, time is what people need to give these matters. Slow down, take all the aspects into consideration, see options, see barriers, pros and cons and weigh it out with ones own desires. I need to find a balance between who/what I want and who/what I need and I think this is how I will find it.
This is most likely the first rant styled post that I have made that isn't negative, hurtful. it is probably the first possessive post I have made that isn't short or in point form. This is all LJ should be for:) |
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[Apr. 27th, 2007|09:42 pm] |
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I'm thinking, no more girls with "laur" anywhere in there name. Haven't determined if this applies to middle and last names yet. Probably a good idea. |
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| mama said knock you out! |
[Apr. 25th, 2007|11:14 pm] |
Don't call it a comeback
I been here for years
Rockin my peers and puttin suckas in fear
Makin the tears rain down like a MON-soon
Listen to the bass go BOOM
Explosion, overpowerin
Over the competition, I'm towerin
Wreckin shop, when I drop these lyrics that'll make you call the cops
Don't you dare stare, you betta move
Don't ever compare
Me to the rest that'll all get sliced and diced
Competition's payin the price! |
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